Thursday, April 2, 2015

Under the same blanket

By Michelle Fetalvero

You held me so tight---
Those warm starry nights- 
the golden days of 
my life.
Yet, you talked too loose---
On my slimy fingers, counted when're 
your words right.

Decisive as 
you were,
Urged Mr. Fate locked
us ---
in a whitish paper.
Friction worked hard---
too hot in between---walls,
Then tons of troubles chased 
us after.


How I admire -
your principles.
How I hate -
your hasty nasty decisions.
Circumstances were only either-or ---   ---  ---
We sweat cold -
under the blanket of flames.
We did suffocate ---
under the cold blackish sky.


Still ---
in this dead-end ---
every soft morning,
reminded me---
It was we --- too hot or too cold ---
together ---  ---  ---
under this same blanket.




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By Michelle Fetalvero


   
Photo from Google Images


Two years from now ---
She wakes up in your warmth
Her petite flexes wrapped around your arms
She loves be hypnotized and intoxicated with your manly scent
As she gasps in awe in the rhythm of your morning breath
For she allows herself melt under your passionate tongue.


Two months from now ---
As she cuddles the life-sized pillows next to her
Wondering a fairy godmother would pop-in her darkest room
Then grant her wish to sleep - with you ------
While the coldness stirs her awake senses
She longs to be held by you.


Two days from now ---
The two opposite worlds keep upside down
A parting you from her
She terribly misses you --- every inch of your flesh and depth -
You, the better-half of her being, lingering through her soul.


Two seconds from now ---
Her phone might ring
Bemused of the future complications
Teary-eyed she struggles to conquer the fear
"Shall my love for you prevail?" you might ask ---
The wait is over -
Her sweet reply, "Together, we will."

Dipole

By Michelle Fetalvero

     Photo from Google Images


We, parallel beans
 seated on red sand --

 Strings unseen
 In the height of my dreams
 Your tiny lingers

 Your Fire succumbed to my Coldness,
 to the most romantic night.
 Never we will bump

Till you fill in my blank --
 Intersecting in deep Mirage
 Unclothed we dance -----
 Sweetly --- our Vines intertwined ---
 Our greens sprout, smilingly ---

We, parallel beans ---
seated on red sand.

Ephemeral


 By Michelle Fetalvero


    Photo from Google Images


barefooted –

I sneaked to your Place.

 

I sang in Silence –

I danced with Death –

 

Posies I scented –

Petals sketched the planks,

Withered –--

Huskily faded ----

 

You, my Quiet love, I am soon

to taste in Circle.



That Carnival

By Michelle Fetalvero





Thanks, Ferris!
i decided to risk 
a 45-pound of flesh and fat
to taste
The heavenly flight
to face
The fear to fall


O Fog, i feel your coldness 
Kissing my pinkish Cheeks
Oh, ecstatic joy
then we slowly descend
The only time we feel
The momentum is over
that we will only appreciate the ride

wishin' to ascend again 
to taste
The summit
so I rode the kite
at that height
I was saddened by the plight
The oppressed 
Overwhelmed by the lights
Slowly Fading
I was faced with the truth
Behind the dancing lights
Are faces of struggling wanderers

I decided to get off
and On the same ground
Oh, i met Truth
Up there are masked faces and delusions,
Tinged with pseudo-beauty.
Down here are the bold faces of reality
Abused filled with Wrath.

Our tickets no more
Thanks, Ferris!
For the ride, i enjoy
Spending a penny
I see the two faces of the coin.


Till the next round
On another ground
Where Ferris is mounted
i shall come
If this worth
My final penny
I shall still spend
And that color game awaits.


FREE - damn

By Michelle Fetalvero

    Photo from Google Images


my jailer ---

you suck
my energy dry -
while He refuels me
in the most subtle 
awakening 
from the nightmare
you set me in
you left me
captive 
in your depressed fantasy ---
us -- together, 
sorry.
set me free.

entitled to love

By Michelle Fetalvero

    Photo from Google Images



i love your spontaneity -
i love your impatience -
i love your randomness -
i love your tactlessness.

these swear pinch my soul,
but I can bear the swings and fall ---
for I love you,
despite all. 

i can't stop lovin' you

By Michelle Fetalvero

   
Photo from Google Images


my world
keeps spinnin'
revolvin' 
around 
the flames 
of our love
i ---
may get burn
damn i care
absolute trust
to US ---
i invest
for every wonder
my heart leaps
i ---
lyin' next to you, my love
cuddlin' to ur waist
seein' your face in delight
hearin' those words of hope at night
tickling
every sense of my being
you ---
never fear
never tire
whisperin' to my ears
kissin' me wishes and success
holdin' to our faith
lovin' to love me more
despite the Weight and Height.

U

By Michelle Fetalvero

    Photo from Google Images



i am longing ---
to see you,
to hold you,
to caress you,
to kiss you,
to feel you,
inside me---

i am dying...
when?
shall our paths --- 
intersect again?
to see you,
to hold you,
to caress you,
to kiss you,
to feel you,
inside me --- again.

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By Michelle Fetalvero
     Photo from Google Images


i fell
the first time 
you casted your eyes on me
i melted
your words 
hypnotizing
I ---
submit
my pride -


drowning fast
i opened my mouth
Awe!
every time your lips caress mine
inviting 
I ---
submit
my heart -


Of this world's theater
your Big Desire 
entrée to my drama
lights on --- off ---
the silhouettes - bearing 
Our future Legacy ---
I ---
submit
my soul -


Patiently...
Oh, patiently 
I wait for You, my Infinity ---
yearning...
your voice echoing my Memory
your Hard press to my Being
your gentle sway drivin' me crazy ---
your soul to my soul
your heart to my heart
I --- to you
submit 
my life -

You---
my sweet other-half:
vow to wait
till Liberty bestows me the Key to thee
then, 
everything...
I surrender - 
I ---
submit
my whole -


Drink Faith -
yes, the rocks keep on rolling...
blocking----
but we shall keep this fire burning
O Hon, 
for 
I --- my all
submit to You.



I Hate This Feeling, Too

By Michelle Fetalvero
    Photo from Google Images


Buildin' castles
Philia ---
faith --
respect -
love -
our foundation.

Flyin' kisses to each block
everywhere...everywhere -
to reach the windows
through your Soul ---
but you barred yourself.

i was left 
hangin' -
buildin'
castles,
flyin' ---
kisses to Aether.

Pollination

By Michelle Fetalvero
    
Photo from Google Images

Wander
Suck the truth

...  ...

...

!

---


Blow the wish
Gasp for life.

Longing

By Michelle Fetalvero


Fully Draining ...
The summer...
rain!
Incessantly -
Whhooossshh!
Halt!
She's near
The gutter
Overspill
Bleaching the green!
Spoil the flowers.

Infanticipating

By Michelle Fetalvero

     Photo from Google Images



Feeling you inside me --
Caressing my soul,
Tickling my deepest sorrow.

Feeding you inside me--
Flesh to flesh,
Drop by drop.

Impregnably life-suffocating-
Still.
A life.
My world.

You


By Michelle Fetalvero


    Photo from Google Images

who knows
that i am going
through hell


who cares
i am running away
from you


who whispers
i decided
to leave you


who sings
my heart 
is in pain


who believes
my world
shatters


who
knows
who i really 
am.


you should know.