Sunday, December 6, 2015

Untitled

sorry for being tactless
sorry for causing you any pain and difficulty
I wish I could just simplify this
but this is life
I just live with it
this is me
no more explanations
I'm tired of this drama
if you don't trust me
don't
no force
no pressure
live with it
or leave
as simple as that
this time, I will never beg you to stay...if you believe you can't handle me, leave me...
no worries
I have started loving myself
No one can handle me
so I used to leave anyone behind because they used to handle me
how can anybody just tell you what to do
I live the way I want my life be
I say what my heart speaks
tactless as I am
but that is what I am feeling
you can't take it?
leave
If you care
just let me
be me
That shall pass
in time
no force 
never
Let me be me
I let you be you
I said I am sorry
I know this cycle well
Getting used to somehow
Learning to shrug my shoulder and get over
course of life
I am numb of pain
These things do not matter 
these things do not matter a lot this time as they used to before.

Thursday, December 3, 2015

Barren & Barred

By Michelle Fetalvero

    Photo from Google Images

Walking towards
Nowhere
Mired pair 
naked tiptoeing 

Nailed
onto the wall 
of our past
is my soul
wandering-

searching for no one
but the old self
I talked to 
a decade ago---

your broken mirror
reflects
-
Who?
An Empty Soul
promising 
shallow facade 
oh-
deceiving-
demanding-
Must
give 
UP?
Nothing.
No one.
No man-

No!
I let go of our memories
Thrivin'---

Yes!
I shall
give 
IN to
Nothing.
No one.
No man.
Never.