by Michelle Fetalvero
for the nth time -
I wrong before your eyes
Your hand
holds mine,
tighter--- firmer.
for the nth time -
I turn my back on You
Your arms
wrap me still,
more gently --- more kindly
for the nth time -
I throw harsh words on You
Your heart
welcomes me freely,
sweeter --- warmer
for the nth time -
I walk away from You
Your feet
consistently follow me,
more patiently --- more lovingly
And this,
for the nth time ---
I tell You
Thank You ---
For never forsaking me,
I will always love You.